in a dilemma...

After all the sickening accounting thingy last week I felt a bit relaxed this afternoon since our COO is out of town..see? I even have time to blog hahaha!   His presence just made me feel so uneasy 'coz I'm so worried he might have this demands wherein I'm still a complete blind about all those things.  I'm not sure but I think he expects a lot from me.. maybe he thought that what SirJohnson knows, knows by me as well..uurrgghh!! Hallerr?? I'm not even a month old here in this company!!  This Cost Analysis thing is such a big pain in my ass..and literally a big pain in my head! I just couldn't figure out why some figures don't bother to balance????  It's so hard to scrutinize all these things since I don't even have the records of their invoices and worst the records in their system is not updated... urrggh! can I just faint?!